Thursday, January 27, 2005

Confessions.... Part 3

You see, I’m coming from experience…

I’ve a friend that had a bf of 2 years but they still broke up… All because she began confiding in one of her guy friends that she knew for a short period of time… eventually, she and that friend of hers grew closer, while her bf drifted further… in the end they broke up, while the guy friend of her played a passive but crucial role in the classic romance tragedy… I was that guy friend…

I’m in a fucking dilemma now… I do not want my darling to be restricted with who she hangs with ‘cause I’d feel guilty knowing that she has to sacrifice again for my insecurities, I want her to be happy… But yet on one hand, I can’t stand it when so much is shared between the 2 of them, especially things that are so personal… But yet I cannot expect her to keep it all inside of her, otherwise she’ll explode, nor could I tell her who she can and cannot share things with… Arggh… Fuck insecurities….

Who knows what I know? Who comprehends my thoughts? Who understands my actions? Who shares my sentiments?

Today is ventilation day… Feel better though, wish I could say the same about my situations….

Who knows what I know? Who comprehends my thoughts? Who understands my actions? Who shares my sentiments?

Today is ventilation day… Feel better though, wish I could say the same about my situations….

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