"Today"

Tis a dark day today...
Today is the day I made a choice...
A choice that would change many things...
Set in motion, events beyond my control and my knowledge...
Everyday, we make decisons that have similiar effects, so what's so special...
Today, I feel that as if half of me has died.
Today, I have no more tears left in me.
Today, I am alone...
Today, I ached...
Today, against logic and sense, I broke up with the only one I love...
Today, I am anxious of what tomorrow may bring...
Today, I am truly afraid...
Today, I face my greatest fear again... Loss...
Today tis' a dark, dark day indeed...