To my dearest friends...

Thank you for your support,
And to whoever called P1-B...
Thanks so much for being there when I fell,
For helping me keep myself distracted,
And also to Celine, who made the call...
Really meant alot.

In moments like this,
Little blessings that I've taken for granted
Appeared so powerful.
I really do not know,
I really am afraid of the neg. possibilities
That the future may bring.
But it seems, there is only one way to go,
I will continue to wait for her.
Her word is good enough for me.
Despite the pain and all,
I've believe in the saying,

"Nothing worthwhile, is effortless,
Nothing valuable, is without a price,
Nothing, love will not sacrifice itself for."

I loved her then,
I love her now.
I do not know how God will salvage this,
But I believe in miracles...
I have done all I can,
But only God can move a heart that has gone cold.
Only God can open the door.
I probably seem as if I am trying to convince myself,
And none would be further from the truth.
I am...
I am confused.
I am seeking for answers only He can give.
I am hoping that what she has promised,
She will keep, though she is not obligated to.
I have my path,
I have made my choice,
To trust her even if its hurts.

Thank you my true friends,
Thank you for understanding.
God bless all of you.