TRUST....
Trust:
Something that I solemnly swear by,
For no relationship can possibly hope
To sustain without it...
Apparently, that's what happened to mine.
Somewhere along the way,
I must have misplaced it.
Misplace...
I think that is the appropriate word to use,
I misplaced it somehow,
Left it somewhere out in the cold,
Don't know where...
I had this angel that trusted me so completely,
Yet I've betrayed her by not being able to do the same.
Making ridiculous demands,
Causing stress and grief,
"Why can't he trust me?" she cries...
Deep within the guy,
Pride blinds the truth...
He is insecure,
He needs constant reassurance,
He knows it, but faces it not.
Insecurity causes feeling of uncertainty,
Paranoia surmounts,
Ludicrous thoughts linger.
He feels an illusionary distance,
A distance normally felt in a transitory period,
He is not used to it,
He is restless,
He is frustrated,
He wants to do something to change it.
So he inches closer.
Closer and closer he advances,
She feels his breath,
She hears his heartbeat,
"Too close!" She thinks...
She is suffocating,
So she retreats, backing up...
He sees this retreat,
Thinks he's losing her,
So he goes nearer,
She backs farther,
Soon the vicious cycle begins...
The relationship starts to break down.
And before you know it,
Its gone... Like the distant wind...
There's only one way out,
That the guy backs up.
But that can't happen unless he trusts her.
But what about the girl?
She has to move forward...
How?
Only God can move a heart like that...
Trust God first,
Trust her next...
Well, God-willing....
I only hope that I won't be too late,
[Something I must learn, to trust...]
Hope that she carries the flame for me,
[Something only she can fulfill...]
Hope that no one comes along the way to sweep her off her feet.
[Something only God can control...]
Trust:
- To have or place confidence in; depend on.
- To expect with assurance; assume: I trust that you will be on time.
- To believe: I trust what you say.
- To place in the care of another; entrust.
posted by - J - at 2:37 AM
1 Comments:
yo, dont know what else to say, i have said all that i can during the call and want to say. been keeping tabs on your blog and also know that most things are easier said than done. Some i learnt last year; Accept that pain is part of life and move on. I know its hard to accept but once you do, everything else seems to fall into place. You and I , along with some else we know fall into a category of "feeling' person and its harder for us to to deal with pain. I dont give peanuts about how other people feel.
Just want to know that my friend, ( that is you ) go back to being the old you soon, the one in the canteen when you were approached by some crazy girl and still laughing about it ! Smile because, life is a never ending learning experience and sometimes, we got to continue smiling, live and love again.
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