Friday, May 27, 2005

8 Hours of...

Sleep....
Yes!
That's the amt of sleep I've had in the last 72 hrs...
Where have I been in the past 64 hrs?
WORKING!!!!!
I stay in the office till 3am once to complete some bloody paperwork!!!
Today is the earliest day I've gotten home,
That explains why I've finally got the time to write this,
And also I dun have to wake up so early... maybe 6.30am tomolo...
Been waking up at 6am just to rush to schools...
Damn shack man...
Aniwae...
These 2 weeks really lead me to see how crappy the place is,
I think I'll be quitting the co-ordinating shit,
And go back to the facilitating part...

Anyway, gotta rush to MGS tomolo...
Ciao.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

My New Job....

This is a really really really tiring job!!!
The hours are crazy loh... can u imagine it I work at least 12 hrs everyday...
Lemme elaborate...
Monday:
Woke up at 6.30am to be in school as a facilitator in Hougang Sec @ 7.15am, den went back to office at abt 12pm to begin my admin work... Stayed there till 1030pm... Got home abt 1130... Bathe, wash etc... slept at 1am...
Tuesday:
Rushed to St. Hilda's Pri at 10, to collect payment from the kids for their trails, and stayed there till 4pm... Did tonnes of paperwork while waiting for the kids... But I tell you, the P2s, are damn cute lah... remember one boy, came up to me and said, "Cher, my I forgot to bring my form, how?" So I said, "Nevermind, submit it to your teacher tomorrow... So u left it at home?"
Den he said... "Cher, I actually left it in class..." Wah biang!!!!
Really, you dunno to cry or to laugh!!!!!
Anyway, went back to office @ 5pm, and stayed till 1030 again...
Slept at 1am...
Wednesday"
Woke up at 5am! Rushed office (Thanks to daddy...) grabbed the booklets and stuff, and then rushed to Yew Tee Mrt in a cab to pick up 2 girls (Of which one was a bitch! But she managed to work so not so bad...) THEN rush again to KRANJI SEC SCH!!!!! I was the coordinator for this trail... So had to liase with the school and bring the kiddos to Esplanade... den had to organize the facilitators after the trail was over... it was abt 12pm den... After that go back to office... Worked there till 930... left early today, cause I was too tired and I had a bad headache brewing... Tomorrow gotta rush down to compassvale pri (heng, not so far!) to do collection again...

Yups, that's abt it!
Shack out man, but I guess it does the job...
Keeps me frm thinking of things I shouldn't be thinking, and getting paid for...
Gotta ask Esther (aka Boss)abt my pay... wonder how much is OT...

Okay gotta go now... my dinner is still waiting for me....

Sunday, May 08, 2005

God is there...

When dreams fades...
God is there...

When hopes are dashed...
God is there...

When everything grinds to a halt...
God is there...

When nothing in life seems worthwhile...
God is there...

When all you believed dissolves before you...
God is there...

When you trudge until you can't take another step...
God is there...

When all that you've created and worked for comes to naught...
God is there...

When you try and try, and nothing seem to work...
God is there...

When life throws a spanner into the works...
God is there...

When you get disillusioned by people...
God is there...

When nothing seems ok...
God is there...

When you fall...
God is there...

When I write this,
God is here...

-End-

In God, hope lives when it should've died...
True? False?
True...

God is the same then,
God is the same now...
In Him miracles happen... In His way of course...

When you read this,
God is there...

P.S.
There is a hidden messsage the way
This poem was structured...
See if u guys can figure it out....

Tired...

Feels like a 50yr old....
Trying o reach that side of heaven...
And every glance it seems to
Be getting further and further away...
Oh well...
How many times must I hit a wall,
Before I find an open door?

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

See A Need, Fill A Need...

"See A Need, Fill A Need!" - From the motion-animation ROBOTS.

Anyways,
Had a rather eventfil dae todae...
Met up with 3 clowns todae...
Namely,
Pingu, Veggie, Beans....
Stubble was mine for obvious reasons!!!
Anyway, the 4 of us met up to
Discuss abt a clubbing project in June,
Not bad for a first meeting,
Set targets and drew up a sketch of the event....
Keywords:
Free flow... Beach...
So there you go,
A little teaser for those wondering what it is...
A little imagination and maybe you'll get it!!!

After that,
Went to watch "The Interpreter" wif a fren,
It was a really nice show,
Politics and all...
But for $9.50...
Its F**K**G steep lah!!!!
Both of us decided to buy dvds or vcds next time,
And head on down to each others' place to watch...
Piracy rocks!!!

Y'know...
A little conspiracy theory:
I have a feeling that the big boys in the cinema scene
Are actually the main syndicates that run the
Piracy business in Asia...
Think about it,
Tons of money to make for a fraction of the cost,
And the customers get really good quality vids...
Everyone's happy but Hollywood... Party-poopers...
Not to mention the recent rise in tickets prices,
Would probably boost sales in pirated dvds in Malaysia...
The big boys probably run the show there too!!!
Make Singapore look good,
But J.T.B for Malaysia.... *winks*
Anyhow, I dun really care as long as I can have nice cheap vids...
That is, if my dad actually allows me to drive to Malaya....

After the show,
Had a nice long chat wif my fren,
She has a been a terrific fren,
And she does makes a wicked mudpie!!!
Mainly talked about our lovelife and
Wondering what God has in store for the future...
And encouraging each other to
Pick ourselves up and move on...
Think it was a really nice session tonight...

Finally,
Something to add from yest's sermon...

"The sun which keeps the planets in orbit,
As if it has nothing else better to do,
Looks after the nourishment and growth
Of the flowers and plants around us..." - Galileo

If the sun could do that,
Let alone the Creator who loves us...