All F***ed Up...

The academic year's closing and
I doubt I've anything much to show for it...
School's been a great source of relevation for me...
Into the mind Mr J.Yeo, and his past...
Learnt alot about this silly thing called "Love"...

Met a few interesting "counterparts" this semester,
Entered into some flings unknowingly...
How den you ask is that possible?
The answer is rather simple:
By not looking at things from the right perspective
And rushing headlong into things that you
Would not normally had...

I'm not in any way implying that they are
A nuisance or anything bad,
But rather the realisation that I was actually searching
For someone who possessed a totally different set of
Traits and qualities...

So far I've only met people like that once,
Still trying to figure out the current interest...
But not hoping too much...
Been a disappointing chase so far...

Anyway heard a song on the radio
That shouts out exactly the thing
I would like to be able to do...
So here goes,

Whenever I see your smiling face
I have to smile myself
Because I love you, yes I do

And when you give me that pretty little pout
It turns me inside out
There's something about you, baby
I don't know

Isn't it amazing a man like me
Can feel this way
Tell me how much longer
If it grows stronger every day
Oh, how much longer

Thought I was in love a couple of times before
With the girl next door
But that was long before I met you
Now I'm sure that I won't forget you

And I thank my lucky stars
That you are who you are
And not just another lovely lady
Sent down to break my heart

Isn't it amazing a man like me
Can feel this way
Tell me how much longer
If it grows stronger every day, yeah

No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
Whenever I see you smile at me
No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
Whenever I see your smiling face my way
(repeat to end)

That was by courtesy the
One and only James Taylor...

Yup,
That's the day I long to come...
That the person isn't just some lovely lady
Sent down to break my heart... =)

As for now,
After realising so much about my desires
Wants & needs...
I wonder how the person is going to be like?
And I doubt I'll meet her in school...
Just a hunch...
But its sad yea?
Uni being the most exciting period time of your life,
Not to mention the free-est and the most fun part,
But there isn't anyone special to share it with...
Bummer...

Really wish the Big Guy upstairs could expediate things,
Or at the very least take these yearnings away from me!
Its such an onerous issue,
That weighs down my life so much...
TMD!
(Hmm... Think I'll print a T-Shirt that says that!)

Anyway,
I've got class tomorrow... Think I'd better go now...