a long road...

how long more?
how much farther?
this lonesome journey is taking too long...

i used to think its easy to find someone...
now i'm beginning to doubt that...
nowadays i find it utterly impossible to find someone...
i mean its easy to meet someone u like...
but to meet someone you really want to get involved with
takes a little more searching...
as if that is not hard enough...
that person that you may have found has got to reciprocate your
feelings, otherwise its still a no-go...
then comes the circumstances....
can you accept her past?
can she accept my past?
can both of us accept each other's current predicament?
if it was a mathematical calculation...
if for each part there is a quarter of a chance (and this is optimistic)...
the proability of you finding a mate is...
*drum rolls*

0.00006% chance of finding someone...

in a practical sense that's like 1 in 16,384...

no wonder ppl need speed-dating...
just to get you past the numbers...

where are you?