the things He chose to reveal...

although most of the pressing things i have
on my mind have yet to be told to me,
there are other interesting incidences that
God have seemingly chosen to show to me,
as if to tell me that He was glad that i have
chosen to follow His instructions...

like clues to a puzzle have i begun to learn how
to hear His gentle whispers...

not so long ago, i met a nice lady in church GN.
however, the first impression was nothing much to
speak of, cause i was led to believe that she was
possibly a teen (i was so wrong), and that was that.
however, things would have it, the ministry in church
which i was involved in resulted in us working rather
closely together. and as time went by, i found her
to be someone i would like to date when the conditions
was right. but not long before that thought came in
my head, i found out that she was attached to another
member in church via the world wide web (dun you just love it?)
the funny thing was, as if God wanted to make a firm stand
on this issue, on my way to church the day after i found
out abt her bf, i met them on the bus!
immediately, i had this understanding (and it was like God spoke)
that i was to steer away from this couple before me, and not
to interfere with them, cause God had plans for them...
and for the rarest of times, i remember saying "You got it!"
or something like that...

today, as GN and myself spoke, i kinda had a glance abt His plan
for the 2 of them. it appeared that GN had some family crisis (that
she resolved to resolve it this year), and that her bf was
instrumental in mediating the situation! he was God's way of blessing
GN!

i remembered thinking, "man i doubt i could have done what her bf
was doing in her family!" though i felt lousy for like a couple of
seconds, i was later excited for GN and her bf, for i had witnessed
God's blessing on a relationship, how He had fought for them,
protected them (yes from me, although i doubt i am a threat!), and
that His plan was certainly amazing! and that by following His
instructions, i have saved myself alot of trouble and being a
witness of His goodness!

right now, i'm just wondering what have He done without me knowing...
was that a statement of self-pity? NO! it is one of excitement, like
how you feel when you were a kid, and you're just staring at the
presents on christmas eve, and that the time was like 11.50pm!!!
u just cant wait but u have to...

right now, i'm just wow-ed!